FallenAngelBreaking

Gina Bishop

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Today's a better day by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Today's a better day

She looks out the window No rain, no clouds, a beautiful day The birds sing, the sky is a vibrant blue. A five year old girl plays hopscotch on her driveway The glass is three feet thick She stares at a world of joy and love And feels her shoulders shudder. The weight of the world gets heavier today The little girl falls and scrapes her knee But noone sees her cry She bites her lip when she sees the blood Her eyes fill up She walks into the house with a limp And the weight of the world gets heavier. She watches the moon rise The street is silent Her soul dances in the pure light And noone sees her cry She celebrates life Sh

Drugs or Jesus by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Drugs or Jesus

I feel the pill slowly sliding down my throat It hits my stomach, dissolves Sweet elixer flowing through my veins Numb High Content Free from the self-pitying Satans that haunt my days Free from the glaring eyes that stalk my dreams Free to fly high above the demons and the dust No judge No jury No pain At peace with the world and all who live in it Because for a few hours the shit covered world can be seen through rose tinted glasses The charade becomes reality Reality a dream And all discomfort Slowly Floats Away

The End of Everything by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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The End of Everything

The black blood tear slides down her face He watches it fall It gleams, a silent beckoning It hits the ground and spreads Grass turns to ash A rosebud dies Her eyes whisper Betrayal Betrayal The sky strewn with diamonds Shivers as each star screams its protest And fades to dull black death The tree limbs fall The ocean stands still caught forever mid-wave, mid-tide The moon turns it's cheek and runs away As the last light of night fades One more glance at her eyes Accusing Full of truth All the beauty of the world is gone Darkness falls on a dead land A barren land Without life Without color Without those eyes Broken

Soldier Boy by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Soldier Boy

A shot in the stomach The bullet The blood Your blood on the ground The shock's setting in Your eyes open wide The soldiers around you Giving their lives So that you can suffer So that you can live The pain wracks your body The scenes fill your mind Christmas with Grandma And screaming And fights The flesh of her body Pressed close against yours The lovers united The dance of the stars One quiet evening A blanket The moon A kiss on the forehead It dies on your lips And you feel your stomach again And your blood hits the sand And that kiss Lingers Taunts And fades Now the numbness settles No more blood left to bl

Fading Away :song: by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Fading Away :song:

One last kiss One last touch The ones who cared Just a bit too much A past that is gone And a light that is faded A mind that was locked And the one who was jaded Fading Away One last dream One last dread The lives that we lived Where have they lead? To a love that's been lost And feelings betrayed Days that are gone Oh you just should have stayed Memories so sweet Lights playing in the night Stolen kisses, sunsets, Brighter days from brighter times Your sweetes kisses And your arms open wide Life lived to the fullest With you by my side By my side Fading memories So hard to bear The tears that I cried But you jus

Broken Wings by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Broken Wings

Flying underneath the moon On wings of broken glass Hoping that this last meeting Won't come back to kick my ass Broken hearts on broken wings Will never go too far No matter where I fly to It's too far from where you are As my life shatters back Into component parts I'll never shake the closeness Between our two hearts But broken hearts on broken wings Will never go too far No matter where I fly to Still too close to where you are A lifetime of remembring No way I can forget No way to let you go But I will not regret No matter where I fly to To your heart I'll still reply But broken wings were made to heal And I will f

Fairy Tale by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Fairy Tale

One glance One look Mystic mirror on the wall Will I be the first to fall? One kiss One touch Starlight Starbright Will I dream of him tonight? Where'd it go? The fairy tale Lost in darkness long ago Laughter, fright Forbidden love Shadows deepen in the night What once was Now is no more This is what the magic does Dark so deep After light Dreams of him invade my sleep One glance One smile Roses red, violets blue Love forever, love that's true One dream One goal Long ago and far away Will he be the one to stay? Now it's done As rain falls I must be the only one Brighter past Darker days Could this be the very

Lies by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Lies

Your lies were spun so beautifully Never meant a thing to me You broke my heart with georgeous words And now I'm gone, I can't be heard. A broken heart on broken wings Tries to fly with pretty things But i know deep down what I feel Wounds that cut too deep to heal. Been cut so deep with scars on scars Heart held behind silver bars New wounds on old and on and on Never simply to be undone. It's the same as yesterday Sad in its pathetic way So I laugh and fake a smile My heart is breaking all the while.

Dear Mom by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Dear Mom

People tell me I have a faulty memory. I'm no good with historical dates or names of famous dead people. I guess it just doesn't hold my interest. I forget when you tell me to clean the litter box or tape a certain TV program for you. I forget to call when I'm going to be late. But you'd be surprised what I can remember. What I'll never forget. I remember the good old days. When you and dad were always happy. When Lisa and I rarely fought. When I could sit on my little swing set in the backyard and dream about being in some fairy tale. I remember every tiny detail in that swing set. In that backyard. I remember just the way that

Betrayal by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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A Simple Kiss by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

My Obsession by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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My Obsession

Whenever you're not watching I'm seeing you Following your movements Wishing you could do the same to me Wishing to have your heart No matter what you say You don't watch me that way I followed my heart till I found you I won't lose you Not inside my head You may not love me the same way Maybe not as much Or even at all... But you will one day You'll watch for me at every chance you get It'll be me you run to And when your kisses are finally mine And all you see is me And I can see the obsession in your eyes Then my obsession will be satisfied Till then I'll just watch over you Sending you secret kisses And thoughts of lo

Kiss by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Kiss

A kiss is just a kiss right? It means nothing. It's just lips meeting. An absolutely pointless gesture. Designed for the lusts of young hormone-filled teens. But then that kiss. That one, perfect kiss. And it stilled time My heart stopped beating And then it started racing Perfection Love All contained in the world of one kiss Lips meeting The pointless gesture became more meaningful than anything else. If you want to know if he loves you Is your kiss just a kiss? Or is it perfection?

Untitled by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Untitled

She stood holding her broken heart in her hands. He'd left her alone again. The third time she'd been hurt by him. Death was coming, but slowly. Death wanted her to have a chance. She thought of helping it along, slitting her wrists, stabbing herself, but the memory of him kept her alive. Maybe he'd come back. Maybe he would care again. She was kidding herself, helping him shove the knife deeper and deeper into her fragile heart. She should have given up. She should have given in. But she fought herself, and held her heart, ready to give it up to him again.

My Suicide by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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My Suicide

You should've seen what I hid inside If only you'd seen past my lies But alas, you just couldn't see The parts I hid of me You can't believe I lied As I consider suicide You tell me it's the end But you're too late my friend My soul's already dead From the harsh words that you said. You were supposed to fix my heart. But you pierced it like a dart. As I sit here and watch the blood flow This death is long and slow I guess I never realized Through the lonely nights I cried That I had fallen hard in love With the angel of death sent from above.

The Girl in the Mirror by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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The Girl in the Mirror

She's staring at me again This girl from beyond the mirror Sad, depressed, angry Glaring daggers through dark eyes Why does she look at me like that? I see through the mask she puts on. I see her weakness. I see the pain. Hidden deep down. Inside her scarred heart. Inside her bleeding soul. She's terrified. But she keeps her mask on. I'm the only one to see the real her. The terror hidden inside. I cry from my side of the mirror, For this girl who's so angry and low. For this girl who seems so fake. For this girl who couldn't possibly be me. Then I back away from the mirror again. Unable to face this monstrosity looking ba

Jealousy by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Jealousy

The jealousy eats away at me I watch her laugh with you Walk with you Secretly love you How can you not see it? The glint in her eyes? The spring in her step? How do you not understand? And how can you not see yourself? The conversations you've had with her, They go so deep Unlike the simple ones with me I get a short hug She gets all of your attention I'm the one you should be loving The one you should be talking to The one you should care about The one you claim to love Come back to me. Leave her alone Come back to my arms, My heart. Talk to me Stay with me Let her be alone Stop watching the jealousy devour me Dest

Earth by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Earth

This is the place where dreams are dashed Hopes are crushed Wishes can never come true. This is the place where good people turn bad Bad people turn worse And those who are worst rule. This is the place that angels have nightmares of Good people are scared of Devils rejoice in This is the place where good things end quicky Bad things drag on Evil is everywhere This is the place where humans live For better or worse For all of their years This is my safe-haven My resting place My home.

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The Girl in the Mirror by FallenAngelBreaking, literature

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Current Residence: Oklahoma
Operating System: Windows XP... sadly
MP3 player of choice: Dastardly Dan, my iPhone
Personal Quote: "Sometimes life sucks... use it to vaccuum the floor and get over it."

Favourite Movies

Moulin Rouge, Requiem for a Dream

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Blue October

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pen, pencil, notebook, brain, word, and MS paint

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poetry, art, theatre, music, piano

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FallenAngelBreaking

Jan 23, 2009

The Magnificent Return of a Fool

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I'm baaaack. I've been gone for quite some time and have lost touch with pretty much anyone that I was in communication with.  But I'm back.  Hopefully to stay.  As always, life will get in the way, but I'm back for at least a little while.  I sincerely hope to get back in touch with those of you whom I've lost.  Hope you've all had fantastic lives while I've been away!

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FallenAngelBreaking

Sep 13, 2008

Drilled A Wire Through My Cheek. By Blue October

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I try to stay on top of you To hold your body down Your shaking seems to hinder Every grap that I have found Moving every inch around me To defuse your private bomb I stretch myself surrounding And protecting you from harm I use a wallet for your mouth So when you bite you will not bleed I drilled a wire through my cheek And let it down and out my sleeve And now you're pulling out the best of me Yeah which never ever comes This wires all thats left of me And its hooked within my gums Within my gums... So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it So drill it, so drill it So hard Feel it Its proof to show that I bleed for thi

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FallenAngelBreaking

Jun 12, 2007

Freedom

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Isn't it ironic that everyone always claims to want freedom, but when something happens to them that can only happen to someone who's free they complain?  I mean after all, free will is the basis of human desire and human betrayal.  I so often hear people complaining about not being free.  But freedom has a price.  For literal freedoms it's war.  Death even.  But for the more abstract freedoms like freedom of decision-making, freedom to care, freedom to do what you want to do, the price is typically forgotten.  The price for doing what you want to do is hurting other people.  Being stabbed in the back is about 75% of the time not a malicious